hate me? then PISS OFF.

today.is a bad day. =X went to bugis shop for pants.end up,go in & come out.hands EMPTY. -.-' only bought two rings.dot. then bobian.went to city hall.hah.at the peninsula.went into the indian shop.nv see wad's the name of the shop.=X then bought 1 brown colour long pants.FINALLY.but still,i need somemore LONGPANTS urgently. >.<'' any good suggestions anyone? no one. =( hmm.just because of a little mistake i made,tears shed.worst still,i dont even know what's happening. =X maybe i should just bang wall & die.shall not continue.having moodswing currently. bye . x(

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yesterday,not really in mood to post.hah.so.here i am.=) shall post about ytd & today.hmm.early in the morning,was sleeping.then,suddenly rmb.'gosh,today gonna go for the speech day in coral' so have to DRAGG myself up.was too TIRED .as i slept at 3am that day.gosh.it's really kinda torturing me to even climb out from my bed. =X but,still,i got up.quickly,get changed then meet wif wx & emb. *fast forward* then,we reached sch.in the hall,saw janice & steph lollypop! x) waved to them.haah.then,the speech day started.the speech was so FREAKING boring. seriously.& it's MEANINGLESS.wth.finally,its over.but then,it's the PRIZE-GIVING afterwards.dot.>.< i was like sitting there,staring at the stage.how nice.luckily,wx was beside me,then we talked lotsa craps & keep making fun of the ppl sitting around us.If not ah,i dunnoe how i gonna survive through the ceremony.hah.then,it's concert time! :) heard band played.i was kinda.sad.Lots of thinkings in my mind.I think it's my fault,of not going back to help out.but,in fact,i was quite busy in the past few months.but still,it's my fault.my bad.sry for that. =( i blamed myself for that.

today,was the last day of my work! x) yeaps!was so happy! haha! finally im free again!hehe.nothing much happened when working.continue slacking .haha.then,when it's almost time the shop gonna close,one of my colleagues,known as ahyen,fried sum chicken wings specially for me! thx ya.haha.it's so nice & tasty.at that moment,i was touched.& was not that happy anymore.although working in the kitchen is kinda tiring,but,there are such nice & kind peeps,just like them,who cares for me,& willing to share their knowledge with me.i wanted to thanks u all for being so nice to me.love u all.will miss u all.& i can confirm that.hate to part with u all,but still,i have to.Kinda sad now.but i think i will be able to overcome it.=) promise to visit u all.u all gave me memories,that will never be erased.never. hope to see u all again,soon.okay,that's it. ^^ end of story of today! haah!

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just put up the pics.for yesterday. =)

uhh.try my best to post everyday.x( & here i am! heh.today,woke up quite late.11+am.then hoping to see baby Axel not asleep.but.SADDED.he is still sleeping.observed him sleeping for so long luh.looks so.ADORABLE.from every angle. =)
his cuteness BRIGHTENS up my day.which i think it will be tiring,& indeed it is.then,faster bath bath then rush rush to whitesands to work.hmm.luckily,not late.=X if not boss gonna cut off my pay.he siao 1 lo.late few minutes then consider u late for half an hour.like.fuck sia.hate to say that.but.fuck.=X & & today,saw lotsa ppl i know.haha.hmm.saw elincia walked over,while i having lunch,then chat chat wif her awhile,& saw daphne & her fren,at the lift there,but cant recognise her.cuz i was BLUR.=X sorrey for that.she came to return her clothes to the shop.=) then then,i continue work work.lol.talking craps.wif jimmy & aaron.lol.the lao sai king.xD like got endlesss craps to talk bout sia.haha.so sian.like no ppl come the shop.all seats EMPTY.but,as long as i get my pay can le.wahaha! im realistic.& in the kitchen,for bout 3 weeks,i learnt & heard lotsa things.lol.those yellow yellow jokes.(those R21 jokes!) pollute my mind.HAHA!century joke duh! one of my colleagues,always call those aunties MEI NU(means beautiful lady!).then the aunties so happy.-.- then after that he told me.'eh,they so happy for wad.i called them FA MEI de MEI leh,nt the pretty that MEI leh.(FA MEI means.spoilt.sumthing like.expired)then i laugh like siao.xD those CENSORED words FLYING all around in the kitchen!cover ears also no use.^^'' then then,meet up with wei xiang & yijun,slack at the staircase.(shh!) then after that.saw RENEE,HAI XING & APRIL. x) long time nv see them luh.haah.renee so cool.lol.yoyoyo! =D gtg work.if not boss will suspect i go where,as i said i go toilet.haah.so got to part wif them.never talk much though.sorrey for that luh.hm.nothing much le.my eyes are half-closed luh.tmr.work AGAIN.dot.nvm.last 2 DAYS.then i shall be FREE again. x) okay,ta-ta! some photos about da life. ;)

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hi.firstly,my blog is ALIVE! woots. LAME. -.- the reason i decided to revive my blog is because,simply because i need something that i could write about my life,spit out all the diff things that i see,hear everyday.if not i will be mad. =X hmm.okay. START it.

hm.currently,i am working at the whitesands the hongkong tea shop,at 2nd floor .hmm.first day go there.makes me feel like quitting.haah.but then,what keeps me,whats driving me to continue working there,is the friendly & kind colleagues working there.of cause,the sense of humour in them! ^^ they all r bunch of kind,nice ppl.of cause,NOT ALL OF THEM.i mean it.NOT ALL OF THEM.some are freaking irritating,& likes to talk big. =X still,my patient has a limit. shall not burst out now.i learnt to take it.at there,i learnt lots of new things.example.how to be patient,tolerate with each other,learnt how to cook simple dishes.& blahblahblah.

ohya.went out wif my meimeis ytd.hm.long time never see them.sorry for that ya.>,< hm.watched mr.bean.funny la! it rawks.haha.but.after movie.nothing le.something happen & its,kind of,dots. shall nt say it here.& that ends our outing.nvm.hope can meet up next time bah.hah.and then,i yq wx yj went to photo-whoring! x) love tat.love to take pics.simply becuz it can help me to 'stone' the moment that i wanted to remind of later on in my life.nomatter whether what's the pic about.it will helps me to recall back.at least.

today,woke up,& i saw my baby nephew,AXEL was here!he gonna stay over here for 10days! yeah! cheers!miss-ed him man.now i can spend free time with him!=D okay,shall post nexx time.=X

here are the photos! =D
1.cutie pie Axel was sleeping.aww.aint he looks SWEET~ loves.
2.ohya.i love ribena.it makes me DRUNK. =)
3.photo that we took.nice luh.x)
4.axel change sleeping position!stil cute.

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香烟爱上火柴
就注定被伤害
不要轻易说爱
许下的承诺就是欠下的债
老鼠对猫说：“我爱你。。。”
猫说：“你走开。。。”
老鼠流泪走开
但谁也没看见老鼠走后
猫也流下了一滴眼泪
其实有一种爱情叫做“放弃”
风筝一辈子只会为一根线
冒险女人善变的是脸
男人善变的是心
在爱情的世界里
没有谁对不起谁
只有谁不懂得珍惜谁
遇到了真爱
就不要轻易说离开
要记得抓住爱情
而不是抓住彼此的感情
不要忘了真爱难寻。。。

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GRRR !! today i had my EL oral...hmm..EXTREMELY nervous...i remembered i took out my EZ-link card in the hall...for verification purpose..then i dunnoe y PUT it INTO my wallet AGAIN..T.T im DAMN DAMN NERVOUS okay...hmm..then i TRIED veri hard..finally cool down...PHEW..& my examiner is the FAMOUS OLD MAN...hu alwaes interrupt ppl when they are talking...n like to ask TONS of questions....tis makes me NERVOUS x 100000 times...then Finally my turn...walk up to the teachers..& begin to read the passage...okay..stage one CLEARED..then go to stage two...PICTURE description..there was a rather fat woman at the left side of the photo..but the OLD MAN EXAMINER insists tt its a HE...then when he ask me to describe the MAN ( the fat woman..)i was SHOCKED & my mind goes blank..>.<>.<

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Phew...todae was a really SCARIE day..hope tat when i receiving the rest of the subjects during the o lvs wun be tat stress..>.< ...looking at the clock todae during the first period..can alreadi feel the PRESSUREs!! T.T then..period by period..try to calm myself down..but i cant...=( ...sumore emb keep sae 'u will get A2...nv get A1'...keep repeating it for dunnoe huw many times..LOL...then i even bet wif him by flipping the coin,head or tail..but then turn out to be 'i will SURELY GET A2..' >.< i dunch wanna haf A2..ARGH!! gRR! LOLs..but then when i was receiving the result..i was finding my name frm the list ..Ng DI hAO..Ng di HAo...FINALYY FOUND ! PHEw...lucky x1000 ,i got an A1 ! PHEW...lucky the flip coin thingy nv come true...LAALALA~ but then..although i got A1..its like ...NO FEELING at all...wondering y...mayb im too SOLID..*knock knock ! * hmm..and here..i really truly hope that all of my friends who nv get grades tat they want..could improve themselves and get the grades tat they dreamt of. *hoping *

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